I’m searching for an answer.  I’ve been working hard now for years.  I’ve accomplished every goal I’ve set for myself.  I feel an emptiness, I’ve felt it all along.  It’s not static. I can’t surmount it.  It’s a living thing that pursues me.  The more I try to distance myself from it, the more I realize it’s inescapable.  So I am searching.  How do I relieve myself of this burden?